lifee

lately i've been really stressed out with my new foster home.it's very aggravating!!! i don't like to be in an angry or cranky mood because that's not how i am. im usually trying to be happy and to live life to the fullest,since i've been here i've felt very depressed. I'm really trying to turn my life around for the better. i just wish i was in massachussets, i really really don't like maine....it's very country and ALOT of trees and white people. i like the city better,,im a city girl i like to be out walking where ever i need to go and seeing diversity. but you know you can't have everything you want in this world,im thankful for what i have. never in my life did i think my life would be this way,,you think to yourself when your younger that your going to have the perfect life and nothing bad could ever happen to you. always dreamiing about being a fairy or being a millionaire,never had a care in the world untill just ONE day changes you life forever; and there's no goin back now. you can only move forward at least thats were im planning to go.