my day has been going very well. im madd tired though, i hate that im always soo tired its so aggravating. people always tell me to go to bed earlier and i do go to bed early i just can never sleep. sometimes it gets so bad that i cant stay awake at all. so i dont know i hope eventually this will change;cause its been like this for a long time. maine is just so aggravating,i dont know what it is that gets me soo mad that im here. i feel like i should be happy that im out of programs and hospitals but sometimes i feel like this isnt reality i dont know how to explain it..like im dreaming or something.. i dont know its weird so yeah....